Day 23 is closed

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alright alright alright

 

So not all of my modeling experiences went exactly right.  There was a time in my life where my choices were not the best…

SURPRISE                                         surprise                                         SURPRISE

 

THE CHOICES I MADE ARE NOT REGRETS.
THOUGH I AM NOT PROUD.
I AM JUST AWARE OF THE LESSONS THAT THEY TAUGHT ME.

pony

 

cali love

 

Can you keep a secret?

 

I spread my butt cheeks like Dale from Talladega nights.

DAMMIT

 

HONESTY BLOWS BALLS

NAKED

 

I have posed nude. 
There I said it. 

As if anyone that didn’t already know me didn’t already know. 
I don’t understand why everyone has to be so judgmental and critical of everyone else. 

We are all just human. 
Full of mistakes. 

I guess the better thing to do is be MORE honest and say that I not only have I posed nude but I posed for pictures that shame me and my family.  Like I said I’m not regretful, just shameful.  Its so frustrating that I cant just over come one obstacle at a time instead I have to be bullied by someone who has never even met me in their life.  I wish I didn’t have to come forward and actually verbally confirm my mistakes.  But unfortunately since someone thought it would be kind and cool to share my MISTAKES and PAST with all of Facebook. 

It sucks.

I wish I would have thought a little bit more about the decisions I was making when I was making them.

but I didn’t.

 

what can you do.

 

tomorrowquotes

 

 

RAD.

 

 

                                

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One thought on “Day 23 is closed

  1. Human nature sometimes looks to put down what it cannot understand, or wishes to not understand because of personal ambivalence…especially towards people we know nothing about.
    You’re human, you made decisions which like all of us at some time, had we known the impact might have done differently or not at all.
    Bullies are just afraid of being called out as exactly that – Bullies.
    Never be ashamed of your story, your past and what you cannot change today. Rather tell anyone that will listen, be honest and sincere…you never know the impact and change you can be in another’s life. If your experience impacts just one other life then you’ve made a difference, and I’m sure your writing has done that for many already, it goes without saying, keep your head held high.

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